Sunday, August 17, 2008 | 12:45 PM
You Scored a 67% which means you are a .... Sincere Lover. You are such a total sweetheart people have a hard time taking you seriously. Sadly, because you are so sincere and sweet you get walked all over. Try to hold your ground a little bit and beware of the selfish lover. The feed off of sincere lovers like yourself. Even though you get used and abused a lot you still have a heart of gold.
What kind of lover are you
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It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 | 7:58 AM
Well. I guess she found someone that she already like. And she claimed that she do not like someone that easily. HA!
Guess we can't really be together. Still, I would think about you but who cares? I mean you don't even care.
Thanks for the 1day and a half memories. You were the first ever to give me hope and crumple it like a withered leaf.
It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 | 1:22 PM
Ok. Here goes. This is the first time I ever came up with a song, just to say how much I love you.
[Verses 1]
First day in class, I saw your sweet face
Getting to know you was exciting
Slowly, I took notice of you
The kinda angel I've been searching for
Anticipation grows, for the day to be out with you.
[Chorus]
Hey there sweetie.
Do you know you're my angel, my love?
How I wish you are mine
I wish. I wish. If only you were to be here for me.
[Verses 2]
The day has come.
Cherishing every second I had with you
Trying every second to make you happy
Taking every second to take care of you
Wishing every second would freeze. And stop.
[Chorus]
Hey there baby.
Do you know you're my angel, my love?
How I wish you are mine
I know. I know. You won't be here for me.
[Verses 3]
The moment has come
The time I held your hands
The time I held you around your waist
The time you put your head onto my shoulder
It's time to say goodbye
Seeing you leave hurts me
But.. Your care cheered me up.
[Break down]
Night time when love grows
It was the night that tore my heart apart
You said hurtful things, saying that we can't be
I loved you with all my heart, with all my life and with all my soul
Yet, it wasn't enough
Days went by having insomnia, nothing seemed to cheer me up except you
[ending]
Who would have known?
You were my first love
You are the one that tore my heart apart
The nightmares keep occurring at night
All I asked for
A word
CHANCE
It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.
Monday, May 19, 2008 | 4:49 AM
coming up with a song of my own soon. just to show my love for her.
oh. practiced the song 'your guardian angel' and left with only the strumming part which I'm still not very good at. fuck. I don't even know how to tune a damn guitar.
are you in love with someone else or you just don't like me?
chance is all I need.
It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.
Sunday, May 11, 2008 | 11:59 PM
today is mother's day! hahaha! happy mother's day to my mum! lol.. if only my mum know how to use internet... argh... didn't give my mum anything.. shit... felt so guilty, man..
in the afternoon, went to learn guitar from Frances' friend, Aiden. shit la.. im still stuck at the strumming part.. other than that, i'm quite alright with the chords.. learning guardian angel for her.. haha!
rushed home to prepare and go out again with my mum and bro to celebrate mum's day by having dinner together! lol. sometimes i wish my dad would be here with us. broken up family and girlfriendless! combo lor!!! sian..
overall, my mum had lots of laughter as the people from the restaurant welcomed her as she was the restaurant's long lost customer.. haha.
late at night, need to fetch jian wei to jun long's house. then in the end, made my mum sad.. felt guilty again.. ooh my!
called Frances late at night to chat.. whenever i'm bored or troubled, i would call her up! lol.. dont think too much ar.. she reminded me of that time, when i went drinking after I skipped class.. was quite drunk and I was riding.. she said i was crazy, do such a crazy thing..
the reason?
her.
It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.
Friday, May 9, 2008 | 6:42 PM
hai.. today was sad as she didn't reply my question! and we did not make eye contact at each from the morning all the way till end of class! hmmm.. when i said bye to all of my classmates, then she looked at me with those sweet looking face of hers and wave goodbye to me.. hahah.. sweet man..
after school fetched my friend home and then went out to find my friends again. on the way out of the bike park of RP, I managed to bua my side stand of my bike. for the non-riders, these means that i corner to a very low angle in order to do this stunt. haha!
was so happy, man. first time that i did it.
still I miss her.. sad..
It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.
I kept thinking that if only I could spend more time with her on that day. Would I have been able to deepen her feelings for me?
All I can do now is cherish the time we once had together and hope that there is a chance again.
They say rely on fate? If fate goes against me, then that is not fate. I only believe in fairy tale's fate where everything has a happy ending.
http://yule.sohu.com/2004/01/24/05/article218750549.shtmla short video clip that describes what kinda situation I'm in. Would I have a happy ending like what the guy in the video had?
It's not easy to love you;
because you'll never know I do.
